Monday, December 20, 2010

tinier me gift list.

1- Accessories - Hand Noel Rabbit Plush Purple
2. Jackets/Coats Christmas Girl Cape (red)
3.  Accessories - Bandannas and Headgear Christmas Boy Hat Blue
4. Lovely Strawberry Boy A  (yellow)
5. Rockin' Edo Student's Hakama (Male)
6. Milky Way Prince B
7. Theme Park Boy
8. Melancholic Suit A (black)
9. Cat Hood Punk Top
10. event items (2)
11. Christmas Girl Cape (blue)
12. Romping Panda Cap
13. event iems
14. Superstring Tiara Purple
15. Milky Way  Headdress Pink
16. Christmas Boy Hat Blue
17. Event items.
18. Sexy Mini Cap Purple 
19. Glittering Milky Way Pink
20. event items
 21. Gorgeous Feather Wings Pink
22. Visual Heart Necklace Purple
23. Clinging Rabbit White
24. Worn Out Kitty Red
25. Righteous Handcuffs Pink
26. Galaxy Crown Box Blue
27. event items
28. Soft Animal Feet Brown
29. Gentle
30. event items
31. High Archangel Wings Blue
32. Gala Wavy Medium (blond)
33. Andromeda Queen A (pink)
34. Majestic Milky Way Queen
35. Puppy Outfit
36. Moon Rabbit Shawl A (blue)
37. event items.
38.Milky Way Prince A (red)
39.Visual Boy Costume
40.  Visual Girl Costume

Sunday, December 12, 2010

bruised but alive

Wow, so much time has passed since i last posted. Ok so what happened these last few days? I was really excited because I was going to Chicago. One of my favorite series was  coming to an end and the author Richelle Mead was going to come to Chicago to do a book signing and I really wanted to meet her.  So I decided I had to find a way to go, I don't drive, because of reasons I may later explain, so I had to find some one to take me. I asked my older brother if he could possibly take me but alas he couldn't. He had to work so I found myself with a dilemma, how could I get myself to Chicago in time to meet Richelle?  That i remember, I've only taken the train once and  I was really small and considering I get lost easily I didn't think it was a good idea to go in one.  i have many sisters and 2 brothers but i was pretty sure none of them could possibly help. It was Sunday the 5th and still no possible way to get to Chicago. I was basically giving up and really bummed out still we had a birthday party that day so i decided to give it one last ry and see if maybe i could go. Turns out my brother-in-law was free and he volunteered to help me. On Thursday the 9th I was able to go i was really excited one of my biggest dreams was coming true. Richelle Mead was beyond awesome and the night couldn't have been better... well it the only thing that kinda got t me was the accident dun dun dun lol. As I was getting up to get my books signed  a girl tripped? or was pushed I'm not sure and basically fell on top of me. it was really embarrassing and it hurt a lot. One of my first thoughts was are my books alright? My books that I'd been taking care of so much got a little torn and that made me really sad. I don't think the girl got hurt as she landed on me and i think her fall wasn't as jarring as mine, but i did. I ended up with 2 bruised knees one of them has mostly faded now but the right one. it still hurts and i can't really kneel where i got hit the hardest is still pretty hurt and has carpet burn. thankfully i didn't sprain any fingers although they hurt the first 2 days and my pants didn't rip ( from carpet burn) but it was a close call. I still think the trip was worth it and would do it again im not entirely sure if Richelle saw what happened but I'm wondering if she did. who knows maybe i'll find out maybe i wont. either way the experience was every thing i hoped for and for i can now check *meet my fave author  off my list. now thats all going to post maybe if i can get the camera to give me my pics and movie thing i will post them but no promises on them being posted or on their quality ... i wasnt filming/taking pictures my brother-in-law was lol hes good at filming but pictures? not so much. 
                                                                                       as always ,

Thursday, December 2, 2010

as to why

So much in my head is left unsaid. most of the time its simply cause the people around me dont understand, other times its because I'm not sure how to explain what im feeling or thinking. so as to why i posted the Back to December son from Taylor Swift a) because its a great song and b) because i may not go back to December but i go back. a couple of years ago when i was in school a boy told me i was really pretty, he asked me to be his girlfriend and i said no. you might be wondering why not right? in those days i let myself be peer pressured into doing stupid stuff. so when i told my friends he'd asked me out and they said he was a loser, and i was to good for him i believed them and chose to break his heart. about 2 years passed, i still saw him and i guess he took courage and asked me out again. by that point i though he was really sweet and even though my friends still didn't like him i finally said yes. i have to say he was the sweetest most romantic guy i could ever have wanted. every day he would give me a flower, a note, or some sort of thing to say how much he cared about me. those were the days i still remember and wish i still had. as you might have guessed some thing happened, what happened was my family moved away. i dont know why but that day i didn't say goodbye i didn't tell him  was leaving school nothing, i just left.  i think i thought i would find him again that i would just ask a friend and we could still be together but that didn't happen. when i was finally able to ask about him i was told he'd moved away to another state and away from me. i still miss him and i still wish i could know what happened to him but so much time has passed and maybe he doesn't remember me so anyways that's the reason i posted back to December.
                                                       as always

Taylor Swift Back to December Lyrics on Screen